My Boyfriend Has Rejected My 2nd Pregnancy (Please Advice)

I feel like have wasted my life....am 27 years old, not too old but deep down I feel if I don't take this drastic measure I won't get it right. Have gone through alot of heartbreaks, I have sacrificed alot for love yet it seem not to find me. I am presently dating a young man that is not based in the country but has been in town for over 6 months now. I know it’s wrong but I spend most of my time in his place, am very industrious as I have my personal business but I feel I need a man to complete me.

All my friends are either calling me for marriage invitation or ceremonies. Earlier this year I got pregnant and told my boyfriend, he told me that we are not ready for that now and I should abort it...which I eventually did after so much thoughts. I realized last month that I missed my period and told my bf again this time he acted strange and was angry that I got pregnant purposely. I made up my mind that I will not terminate it! He was so angry that he refused speaking to me but I ignored him.

I went to his Uncle's place to report him, he called my bf and advised him saying there was nothing holding him back from starting a family with me as he is financially buoyant. My boyfriend called me to the room and jokingly said "I Have Won na"...that I can keep it and he would make arrangements very soon to see my family for marriage rites.

But deep inside of me and the way he reacts, I feel I am in danger and want to move out fast.